Tuesday, October 12, 2010

The most important things are the hardest things to say.

" A strong person is not one who doesn't cry . A strong person is th one who knows how to be quiet , shed tear for a moment , and then picks up his sword and fight again . "
 Tuesday today , chemistry and emaths paper 2 , both paper confirm cannotmakeit . Well , be prepared to see me in sec 3 next year , i dont wna say anymore . Went to plaza with xinlin after chemistry paper , joined shujing , rebecca . Vee came after that , elsa joined in too . Had a fun time teaching shujing and rebecca chinese idioms at mac , ha-ha . (: Went home with elsapeh first , cause th weather is freaking hot and i cant stand it any longer . I havent even touch on my pure history notes yet , i think i'll have to stay up late and wake earlier to study alrdy . ): Sigh . 
Its not that i wna pick on you please , you know what you have done . Now , its not just me , but a whole lot of people who dislike your actions and your behaviour . Stop acting like you're really innocent , when you've also scolded me on your blog . You think delete blogpost away then no one will know meh ? Think again . If you dont want people to spoil your reputation , then stop doing those things that will spoil your own reputation . You're only sec one this year please . And if you've done nothing wrong , why walk away so fast when you see me and my friends ? Yeh , and if you've done nothing wrong , why go private your blog huh . Dont say things that contradict yourself please , tyvm . And , just to let you know , i dont talk behind your back . I talk about you openly , i posted on your facebook wall and you deleted away that post what . So now say what i talk behind your back ? Please ley . I'll reflect on my actions and behaviour , but i think you should reflect more . Continue stalking me and my friends on facebook , (: 
Okey , woah , i've type sucha long paragraph for that person . Lolol . I think i should start on my pure history soon , cause they're alot of things to absorb in . I dont think i'll be able to absorb all th info in , but i'll try to read through cause i dont wna fail my pure history too . Ha-ha , okey bye . 

Saying sorry wont help after you've alrdy hurt that person , next time , please spare a thought for my feelings first before you even open your mouth and say anything . You may not be able to understand why im doing all these things , you dont even know th whole story and you're at there blaming me . Can you try to see th whole picture first .. Try to put yourself in my shoes and stand in my position to think before you even blame me for everything that had happened . I know its not your fault this time , i know you've alrdy apologised to me , i know . But , i guess after all those explanations by my friend , you still dont understand how im feeling right now . I dontknow what else to say anymore , so i dont even bother to explain to you anything that had happened . Continue to think that im th bad guy here , im always doing th wrong and bad things in all of your eyes anyway . Im nothing , im only a failure in everything i do , and i know , im useless too . No matter what you do now , what you say now , it still doesnt change th fact that your words have alrdy hurt me . So .. bye .

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